Emma Joy's Creative Mind

Saturday, April 28, 2012

I Try

I Try

i try to be

i try to do

yet in the end

i try to hard

to do

and to be

what i cant

and who i cant

do and be

so i end up

being who

i am meant to be..

Friday, April 27, 2012

As a little girl grows up her heroes are never the same. When I was younger I had my heroes, and the people I wanted to be just like as I grew up. Yet as I have gotten older my heroes have changed, they have never stayed the same for long and they always let me down in the end. Yet from the moment of my first breath to this very second and for eternity and beyond, I have one hero who’s never left me, never let me down, who’s always supported, and has always loved me unconditionally. And who will never leave me to wonder where I stand in his life. This man does not have a name that will blow the world away, but the name he has taken for this lifetime stands for who he is and will always stand for who I am and he holds my world together. This man is my Daddy, Stephen T. Huls. He is solid in all he does, and he does it with a pure mind and with good intent, and he always gives his very best. I look at him and I want to be just like him. My dad is one of a kind, and he has a complete original mind that could scare, or confuse the smartest of men. Yet that mind of his is full of strange, silly, amazing, mind blowing ideas that have played a part in the foundation of my life. I am one of five children, and we all describe him with the same words. We all hold him with the same amount of respect that he has always shown to us and to our amazing mother and grandparents. When he talks we listen, and when we talk he listens. My Dad can be described as, unique, strange, dedicated, honest, blunt, a patriot and some would say insane. But as a father he is so much more to us children. He is a father who gave up things he wanted for the benefit of his children. He has given up his dreams, to help us create and accomplish our own dreams. I could never ask for a better father. Dad I wrote this for you, and I wish you a happy birthday with lots of love your daughter Emma Joy.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

7 of Hearts

. . . 7 of Hearts . . .

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Dreams of a Woman

Dreams Of A Woman

I walk through and

I walk too

Many places

At many different times

In this life

And as I walk

I see everything yet

I don’t see enough

I wish to see the world, yet

I do not wish to see everything

This world has to offer me..

So as I see

I talk to many

For the love of talking is in my soul

Yet sometimes I think I talk to too many people

Yet I do not talk to some

For the feelings that radiated off of them,

So as I talk

I feel, their emotions and

I feel their unique personalities seep off

Of those who I meet in this crazy world of ours

And well, some I do okay with,

Yet others scare my very being

So as I feel

I run…from those who care, and

I hide…from those who don’t know, and

I cry…as my faith is tested at every bend, But Oh,

How I allow myself to dream

For without my dreams

The dreams of a woman, I am no one

And I am unable to

Walk the way I walk, to

See the way I see, to

Talk the way I talk, or to

Feel the way I feel, for

These are what make me,

Who I am

And all because

I allow myself….to…

DREAM the dream of a ..Woman

Saturday, April 7, 2012

This Moment

This Moment

this road in life passes Me by

I cant close my eyes

and I cant keep them open

My mind is always thinking

and my breath is always coming

the seconds tick by slowly

and the hours disappear

this moment in life

will come and it will go...

White

White

White is faith
that the clouds will fly forever
and ever, white is
Grandma's hair as she
walks all day
the yarn I use,
the bags I knit
white is everything but nothing
it is shoes, and glass
it's the color of jewelry,
white is with out joy,and
with joy the
joy of each new day.

Fate

Fate

For what one does

is what one will be

and is what will befall them

it will befall them

in the end of time