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Sunday, March 18, 2012

Your attitude...your decisions

Thought from 1-30-2012:  To analyze and take in a lifetime of events is not enough. But to live, and to be able to watch,and see how much you as a person have been able to change. How have your grown? Is a question I ask myself after every great trial I go through. And as I am going through it, I ask myself how can I grow from this?  Then when its all over and down with I usually always come out on top of the game. I'm able to change my situation and redirect my life to a better rode.

© March 18, 2012 (Emma Joy Huls)

Goodbye Storm

Goodbye Storm

I lie here 
and 
I wait
I wait for the 
past to 
catch up with 
the new 
ME.
For the past 
holds not 
a candle
to the new me
I am strong enough
to stand on
my own two feet
and shout 
to YOU all
I am free!
from a dark 
storm in 
the past.
© March 18,2012 (Emma Joy Huls)



Hidden

Hidden

Hidden names
wink 
and call 
to me 
walking towards
the hidden
names I 
question myself
I command myself
but do not 
take the lead
guided on a journey
on a 
fiery road
that burns my
very soul
I give in
but just as quickly 
my guard 
goes up.

© March 18, 2012 (Emma Joy Huls)

As I...

As I....

As I sit
As I listen
I wonder . . .
do I have what it takes?
It takes my understanding
and
my diligence to the Lord
to keep my head on 
straight instead of letting it roll into 
the mud 
of the world.
Yet you came 
and 
You knew me
You understood
who I am
and 
I can taste
this newness 
like its a food 
a food that confuses me completely.
So completely that it leaves me questioning 
my sanity and peace of mind.

© March 18,2012 (Emma Joy Huls)