I Care/ No One Understands

This poem is a little confusing, it is from two different points of views. The saviors and a person struggling. 

I Care/No One Understands

I watch you
from afar because I care

You don't know me
but i know you

I wish to speak
to talk to you

But you close
and lock that door

So...
I wait...

Its not easy
but i wait

I wait
because i care

I watch
as you fall

I count your every tear
as you cry out your pain

The pain
that never leaves

I wait
for you to come unto me.

- - - -

I go through life

I feel unwanted

I look at everyone else

as they laugh, as they smile. 

And I wonder, 

why am I sad?

I wish to speak to someone

but no one is there.

Life is hard

and gets harder and harder

No one cares, why should I? 

Is a question I ask myself daily.

I make mistake

after mistake, and go back for more

I cry in the night

so that no one can see my tears

The tears dont help

only cause my pain to grow.

No one knows

No one understands...

No one understands Me..

or why I hurt so much...not even myself..

© October 28,2012 (Emma Joy Huls)