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Sunday, June 17, 2012

I Wish . . . . In Vain


I Wish . . . . In Vain

I am walking
around and around
passing the same places
the same people 
over and over again
I am seeing the same things
and experiencing them 
over and over again
I see them coming
and I start to run
I see the past 
once again my future
and I run
I try to run away from it all
I try to avoid the crash
but it comes 
It seems to chase me
and reach for me
Then as it grabs me
what little happiness I knew 
is once again gone for awhile
Over and over again 
this is the game I play
a game of life 
that I do not like
yet I can not avoid
I try to smile...so that I can be happy
yet a smile only brings a false face to a show
a show that I cannot and will not be apart of
Once again its not so bad
its not the worse that has hit me 
yet still as I cry.. I wish ... 
I wish for the impossible....
I wish for a hug to come that will never end
I wish for happier times to never leave me ... 
I wish...I wish...
but in the end I wish in vain. . . 

© June 17, 2012 (Emma Joy Huls)

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